Hey, I'm an angel! I love you ! I forgot what I wanted to say, lol Maybe a cold one, but still true ! Every single one of those things are pretty light But all of them together is pretty heavy So heavy that adding a single one could probably break everything But hey, not like I can do shit about it

Wow I fucking suck lmao I'm, like, one of the worst people alive If not the worst, tbh Someone should hit me SUPA HARD everytime I make any mistake So I never do any again :3 Idk why a few ppl pretend to like me or sum Just give up lmao not worth the time

I fucking hate you. Why do you want to know so much about me ? Stop. Please stop. I fucking can't, I know you'll see this. You are going through my fucking GH. That's not me. Stop. You'll know more than you want Even you act like you don't care, you'll never forget it And if anything happens, you'll be the one who'll know all Stop, please

I don't even know if my parents love me I hate it, but I love them Every single time there's ever been a need for them to show birth certificate or anything similar, they'd always forget it and send the hospital or my doctor by mail. I've never seen it, ever, but they always that, yes they weren't expecting me, my mom gave birth to me and I'm their child. A lot of people say I have NO TRAIT from my parents, other than my family, even close friends who know my parents pretty well. And even tho I don't really care about that, they never cared about how I feel. They made what is necessary for them to not get in trouble, they got me to see a therapist for a few months after my first suicide attempt and seemed to care when I had serious stuff going on, but if stuff that "happens to a normal child" happened, like just me crying alone in my bedroom WHILE I'M NOT ALLOWED TO BE ALONE IN MY ROOM AT DAY or just crying alone at my pc "only thing I really can do alone during the day, really) they don't care, just check if I'm not doing stuff like hurting myself, so they'd give me bandaids and make me see a therapist for a short period of time again. Not even asking me what's going on, just going back to watching tv drinking beer, just like nothing going on, knowing no one else will know anyways. I love them, and there's no reason for me to feel bad about them, they just have their own stuff too, but idk today I just feel like shit and wanted to type all of that to someone Stay silly boys :3